Gah. Not sure how the hell I'm going to write up the last few days. I
am so angry on so many levels and feel a need to punch people around me a lot
so maybe, just maybe, this will help.
Okay, stepping back. We'd gotten back from Atzlan and operation screw people
over to double dip on the pay. Things had been pretty quiet since then. I'd
been getting more and more quietly frustrated because, while I’m flush with cash,
I’m also very much nearing the end of my upgrade cycle on my Augmentations.
Most of them are at the a stage where improving them will eat more essence then
I have (my Cyberdoc pointed me to an essence calculator app) to the point where
whenever I add an item to the list and the result is 'you're dead'. My best bet
is to go backwards and then start replacing what I have with the same thing
only in an higher grade. Either that or somehow manage to gain access to
Deltaware. Not likely.
So to blow off steam I’d been spending a lot of time clubbing and
making sure I avoided anywhere that Blindsite might be because that would be so
many levels of awkward. It also meant that I was spending very little time at
home.
